Happy Thursday guys and dolls. Hope you're having a great week so far. Don't ask me about the title to this post - it was just something that came to me as I opened the browser - HA! But, the reason it came to me is because I knew what my post was going to be about this morning due to my emotions. I've never been completely candid with all of you regarding the issues that I have gone through since last June - nor am I about to start now. Some things just need to remain private, if you know what I mean. At least for the time being anyway. I don't like to spread my dirty laundry all over the net for everyone to see.
Anyway, things have been getting better lately but I am still finding myself a complete emotional mess and I truly do not know why. The only thing I can think of is that I am still in so much pain that I don't know HOW to move past the hurt of the past 7 months. One day I am on cloud 9 and the other I am a sobbing mess and wondering how I'm going to cope and move forward. I have finally started trying to take care of ME for a change and decided to join Weight Watchers again to get myself back on track. So far, after 2 weeks - I've lost about 2.5 lbs. - which isn't great really - but... it's something. Once I can get myself settled in with the food aspect, then I will add in the exercising part - I don't want to shock my system into its new reality - LOL
So... again, I'm sorry this post is such a downer - but it's just been one of those years. I am hoping and praying that 2012 brings much more peace in my life and less emotional outbursts on my part - *sigh* Just know that while I may not post here much anymore, nor comment on your posts much anymore - I am still around and checking in on you daily. I'm hoping that after the next set of changes on the horizon that I will finally get back on track and get back to doing the things I love to do that bring me happiness - such as blogging.
On another note - here's a funny for you today:
According to Punxsutawney Phil, there's six more weeks of winter. According to me, only wimps let a rodent decide if it's spring or not.
Lots of love and hugs,