Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Just keeping it real

Happy Tuesday my friends!  First off, I wanted to welcome my newest followers (hey you - yeah you - you know who you are - WELCOME!) :o)  Secondly, I wanted to say thank you to all of you that stopped by yesterday and gave me your thoughts and ideas for my closet dilema.  I think we are going to try and go with the curtain and see if we can make it look nice - even though it is in the living room.  *sigh*  Hopefully, it will turn out better than we expect.  We shall see and I promise to post pictures once it is complete.

On another note - do you ever get into one of those funks that you just can't get out of?  I hate those kinds of days and yesterday was one of THOSE days.  It seems that when I get that way, I go into a state of depression because I don't feel pretty enough or skinny enough, or stylish enough, etc.  And when I get that way, I get more depressed because I miss "home", family and my friends back in Arkansas, which only makes it worse.  I have a great couple of friends here that I adore and am SO thankful for them - otherwise each day would be even harder.  Also, when I get into that mood, I don't care if I eat a bunch of junk, etc and just blow up like a balloon - but then it gets me into that pattern and makes me even feel worse - see... a never ending vicious cycle - *sigh*   And, by no means do I have it "rough".  I actually have a great life, great friends, great job and even better husband and family who love me.  I know there are a lot of people out there who are much worse off than me and that's why I hate those days even more - because I know, in fact, how good I have life.  Which is another reason I feel bad when I get into one of "those" moods - because I truly have it good and have no reason to get down on myself and wish for more. 

Anyway, just wanted to say thank you to all of you who stop by and comment and leave me love each day.  I am sorry to be such a debbie downer today - it must be all of the rainy weather.  This has just been an awful and very long winter and I think I just need some sunshine - what do you think?! :)  I promise a much more happy post tomorrow!

Thanks for stopping by and have a great day! :o)

Lots of love and hugs,

1 comment:

  1. I can totally relate - I was feeling super depressed for most of last week. I hate when those feelings overcome me because it can be so hard to focus on all the wonderful things in life. Thankfully I've been doing a bit better this week. I hope you are feeling better soon too!


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